Sunday, January 30

Fun!

I would just like to share with you all how much I love my ridiculous 5-fingers shoes.  They are genuinely the most comfortable shoes I have ever owned.  I will probably own a pair of these for the rest of my life... and wear them every day.



Ok, if I'm being completely honest, I probably won't - it'll depend a lot on what country I'm in, and given the fact that these shoes are currently super-expensive, and I'll be poor, it really won't turn out that way.  But... I just wanted to share how much fun I am having in these shoes!!!  Random people have asked me about them, I can feel the earth (or concrete, as the case may be) beneath my feet, I can wiggle my toes, I can stand up all day and not get tired or uncomfortable... They're brilliant!  And everyone should own a pair. 

I would also like to point out (Mom, are you paying attention??)  that my feet, knees, ankles, hips, shins, and back haven't hurt even for one little micro-second while wearing these shoes.  They actually hurt MORE when I'm in my $150 tennis shoes!  Granted, I haven't tried running in them yet (that's on the agenda for this week), but so far, my feet actually feel healthy and not crazily deformed or stressed in these shoes.  :)  And therefore I love them even more than I already do. 

Go neo-hippies.  :) 

Monday, January 24

On the Nature of [Wo]Man (as [s]He Writes Essays and Watches TV)

 For my moral philosophy class, we have to write an essay on morality (go figure).  It's on the movie Crimes and Misdemeanors, and we have been challenged to decide whether the main character, Judah, behaves in a moral way or not.  (For those of you who haven't seen the movie, the main character Judah hires a hit-man to kill his mistress to cover up the affair and the knowledge she has of his embezzlement of money in his company, and is never caught for the act.  The murder is instead pinned on a homeless man who was arrested for other break-ins and subsequent murders in the area.  After all, "what's one more murder on his record?").  Furthermore, we must also decide if he is a moral person.  It's a challenging subject, not because I don't know what I think about the subject, but because I don't know how to articulate it in an academically acceptable way (especially on this campus). 

As a Christian, my view of morality, of right and wrong, is entirely dependent on God.  It wasn't always that way - I used to be a moral relativist (if you're interested, see some of my oldest posts...).  I still occasionally find myself sympathizing with relativism and the ideas associated with it, especially when I'm confronted with a situation like this one.  I believe firmly, with every ounce of my heart and soul and head, that God exists.  I believe that there is an absolute moral right and wrong.  But I don't know how to academically, philosophically prove that.  So I'm stuck in this conundrum - I believe what I believe, but on a philosophical level I have no idea how to prove it. 

In the process of trying to decide how to appropriately articulate myself, I decided to take a little brain-break, and watch some TV.  I've heard from a few people recently about this TV show (sort of set up like Candid Camera, if anybody remembers that show), called "What Would You Do?".  It basically sets up awkward situations in real life with hidden cameras and actors, to examine how people react.  Some of their set-ups include a waiter harassing a gay couple with children, a racist store manager asking a black woman to leave an up-scale NYC store because she "can't trust people like [her]", and placing a (fake) baby inside a closed up car on a hot summer day on the street with a recording of crying noises.  They set up hidden cameras to view the situation, and afterward often talk to people about why they reacted (or didn't react) the way they did. 

It occurred to me while watching this that people who stand up for the "right thing" are often angry and upset during a confrontation, and relieved when they discover that it's actually a set-up.  On the other hand, the people who don't react (but who noticed the situation) are almost always ashamed, apologetic, and make "politically correct" excuses.  It occurs to me that even with touchy subjects such as racism and gay couples, most people are simply afraid of standing up for what they know is the right thing.  Some people even flip-flopped on the subjects - when talking to other customers or the people who are perpetuating these acts, they agree (or at the very least acquiesce) to their point of view.  But as soon as they find out it's a set up, they immediately correct their position and proclaim how wrong it is. 

All this brings me to think that somewhere, deep down, everybody knows what is right and wrong.  Everybody knows, even beyond cultural norms, but to the depths of humanity what is right and wrong. 

So now I think I'll re-approach my essay with this in mind.  With a sense of community in mind, as well as the understanding that I can, just maybe, articulate the depth of my convictions given the right tools and mindset. 

Friday, January 14

Quickie Update...

So I've officially been through one week of classes, and rather than working on the horrendous amounts of reading I should be doing or being out on a Friday night with friends, I'm failing miserably at focusing and getting necessary things done.  In that vein, I though I might post an update about what the last week has brought for me.  Here goes:

  • My best friend has been posting pictures on Facebook of her semester so far in the Sierra Nevada Mountains.  I am incredibly jealous.  
  • Class 1: Poverty and Culture - My professor is really strange and eccentric.  But I like him.  The class seems like it's going to have an interesting combination of intellectual and emotional facets, and I'm excited.  
  • I'm happy to be back at my church (who ever thought I'd say that?!).  :)  
  • I'm getting baptized in February.  Get excited!!! (I am.)
  • Class 2:  Human Geography - I met a girl who went to Highland Ranch HS in that class (fun and weird), and the class is going to be easy (I think) but interesting nonetheless
  • I GOT MY VIBRAM 5 FINGERS IN THE MAIL AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!! Seriously though, maybe the most comfortable shoes I've ever owned.  EVER.  
  • Class 3: Art History - Again, I've essentially already taken an Art History class (thanks to Schuster), so it should be easy but fun!! I love art!
  • Class 4: Philosophy - This class is going to kick my ass.  Hardcore.  Like imagine me being figuratively an olympic weightlifter after this, only instead of with weights with reading and writing and discussing moral philosophy.  It might kill me.  But if it doesn't, it's gonna be awesome!  And incredibly challenging.  
  • I'm excited about not having to go to school on Monday.
  • I'm a little overwhelmed by trying to plan for summer
  • Westboro Baptist Church protested at AU today - I slept.  ;) oops.
  • Class 5: Voice - I am so intimidated.  That is all.  
  • Class 6: Martial Arts.  I have a bruise the size of an apple on my thigh, and the entire front of my rib cage/abdomen is bruised.  And my ankle is screwed up.  But man, it is good to be back.  :) 
  • I am failing miserably at my decisions to try to be more disciplined.  
  • Class 7:  Islam - Should be interesting.  I've only had the class once, so it's hard to say, but I'm excited.
 And the final bomb...........................
  • I think (not a finalized decision yet, but I think...) I am going to try being vegan for Lent.  (Oh dear Lord, what have I gotten myself into!??!)
That is all.  :)  

Tuesday, January 11

Discipline

One of my new goals this semester is discipline.  So far.....

  • I've decided that I'm cutting desserts and soda out of my diet.  Completely.  Maybe not permanently, but for now.  I need to start eating better, and this is step one.  So far: success. 
  • I'm going to get up every morning before my classes and swim.  Yes, 5 days a week.  Me.  In the pool.  Blech I hate mornings.  So far: failure.  
  • I'm going to be disciplined about reading my Bible every day.  Every single day.  Through the entire Bible, in one year.  So far: undecided.
  • I am going to be disciplined about my school work.  This means doing all the assignments, reading the assigned texts, not procrastinating, and planning in advance to get things done and then doing it. So far: undecided
  •  I am going to be disciplined about finding (and then getting involved with) an organization to do regular community service with.  An animal shelter, a homeless program, something.  I need to get back into it.  So far: progress, but still undecided.  
Still a lot of work to be done....

P.S.  Isn't it interesting how similar the words "Discipline" and "Disciple" are...?